I went on my first real job interview in almost 24 years. I would probably have received an offer, but it was a job that I would have been going to every day with tears and an upset stomach. It's not a bad job, it's just a bad job for me.
I will be taking a temporary job, not paying enough but it pays more than unemployment. So I can be underemployed. But at least I have a place to go to in the morning. I'm hoping that helps my outlook. I am starting to feel myself get a bit depressed. I really hate this. I really wanted to be at my last job until I retired. I loved the work.
So I'm starting this temporary job Wednesday. We'll see how it goes. I'm hoping just having a place to go to every day will help my attitude. And I'll still keep sending out those resumes. That job is out there for me. I hope.
